BECAUSE OF WHAT

I dont know why,because of what...? why am i like this..??Because of what...??
Because of what..??I`ve plan alot..
Because of what..??I`ve change my life...??
Because of what..??I`ve be myself..??
Becase of what..??I`ve learn alot..??
Because of what..??Today my life still be that suck...?
Because of what..??All my altitude have change...??
Because of what..?? I`ll be there 4 you...??
Because of what...??I want you back..??
Because of what..??I`ve turn back..?
Because of what..??I still remember everything you have said..??
Because of what..??We got nothing to say..??
Because of what..??We seem look like a stranger..??
Because of what..??I`ve made so much PROMISED..??
Because of what..??I`ve fought alot..??
Because of what..??Our life is difference..??
Because of what..??I`ve get the thing that you really need it..??
Because of what..??Why my words have to be real..??
Because of what.??Why your words can`t be serious..??
Because of what..??you cannot be with me..??
Because of what..??We have to play hide n seek..??
Because of what..??I don`t wan to be a friends..??
Because of what..??Because of what..??Because of what..??Because of what..??Because of what..?
Because of what..??I really need you in my life..??

I know you didnt change..But don`t be like tat plz..You knnow how much i really need you..You knw how much i cares 4 you...Plz don`t go....I really need you....:'(

STORY

A TRUE STORY
My story,happy,sad,stupid,memories,Lie,Question and loneliness..
without happy,what should i do..??
I`m sad,what should i do...??
Am i very stupid at all..??
What happen to my memories..?
What are lies...??
What is a question..??
Loneliness,what can i do..??


My story always end up on sad and loneliness..Never have an happy ending.I don`t know i`m PROUD of myself or what....I use to make alot and try to built on myself.But at last i really didn`t get anything..I don`t wan to foolin around already..I just feel like my time really not enough...What is the wrong I`m now...I just know that im lost in this world..I got no power now at all to stand up..No music,friend and love1 to cheers me up...I feel so lonely..I was hopping my time go fast fast,4get wat i really can,Memories are suck...now i hate my memories...I`m truely to weak already...what i have did alot...who do understand me..??Am i really don`t know hows the world look like...??Are they nw cheating on me..?Am i truely a clown...??Or just a soccer ball..??Just letting ppls have fun...?

I got so many question in my mind...Thinking how to solve it...??In hurting....pain....im just like gone...I hate question alot...But sometime i like it.I use to be silence and listen to what other people answer..I like to take some knowledge from people opinion...

Loneliness...I feel alot...In working i like`s it...But on free time i don`t wan it to be like loneliness...I scared of loneliness in my life..

My life story just like an empty tanks fill with nothing..unreasonable...sad story.....