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Today once again...the plugs move on...left one more plug at BSB...guess she bu suang also..have fun didn`t find her...WAHAHAHA!!all together 3-pin plugs...after few more weeks we all gonna be our own lorrr....Mina going uk, zamal...??still thinking... rachel study uni....for me...???work offshore lagi.... maybe I`m gonna be more alone liaw...SNIFF SNIFF....HAIZZ!!...sad sad sad....seem like so fast,the time gonna past already...



WHAT TO DOOOOOOOO!! GUYSSSSS................

life on STRESS

Why am i that stress...??

I think i`m really too stress already....how to express my feeling...??

STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS

I taught this type of pain don`t got happen again all over me,but I was wrong..damn!!......memories...too hard for me.I really can`t stop think of it...."WHY HAVE YOU BE THAT SELFISH...??IF YOU WANT TO HAVE THE PAIN GET IT YOURSELF"I`m sick and tired already....you yourself can be easily go it on...but think of me plz, can i be that easy...??I`m different o.k...

I don`t know why have the god fool me around like this.Is it too funny huh...??I just feel like, In this world i`m just playing"HIDE AND SEEK"Plz....stop this stupid games anymore o.k...you want to play,go find other people to play with,I`m always a loser...You can make me like I really scared of it..YA! I`m scared....but why..??I don`t wan it too be like this.......I feel like my happy life getting less and less...less happiness make me sick....can you make me happy forever again...??I don`t want to SUFFER anymore...


please la...I really hope can get your respond from you....I beg from you o.k.....??



thanx you,

Feeling inside me..

One day past one day...still got the same feeling...who really can know how`s my feeling...??happy thing is....got people always say"aya!! we knows..."But they really can know,how`s my feeling...Everytime i always have this stupid question...too much question inside me..I was wondering how can i solve it...

Before I use too be not..and now I`m really different.Pain too much...i just get to suffer it....this is just like a game...maybe.....GAME OVER....YOU LOSE...I don`t think its fun at all..Its really tired for me to move on...I don`t want it to be a games...PLZ...Feel like im been(_ _ _ _)....am i really look like a clown....???Stop it....

Everyday same question pop out...same thing happen....I don`t know why am i dont want to tell anyone of it...I really don`t want you all to get suffer....for sure it`ll be pain too....I rather choose to suffer myself then letting you all to get suffer....you happy then i`m happy too.....I know i`m very wired of look like this...sometime i really hope you all could understand me....human sometime will done wrong thing...I`m also like that too...But i think back...ya! i got wrong also....when im wrong i stay to be quiet!!..my brain just keep solving thing.....

should i tell o not...??I tell,it will hurt you....I don`t then it ll hurt us....HAIZZ!!

Lastly,hope you all really can understand me.....I really can`t efford it....I don`t like to hurt people feeling...If for fun then i`ll...

TQ.

Feeling inside me..

One day past one day...still got the same feeling...who really can know how`s my feeling...??happy thing is....got people always say"aya!! we knows..."But they really can know,how`s my feeling...Everytime i always have this stupid question...too much question inside me..I was wondering how can i solve it...

Before I use too be not..and now I`m really different.Pain too much...i just get to suffer it....this is just like a game...maybe.....GAME OVER....YOU LOSE...I don`t think its fun at all..Its really tired for me to move on...I don`t want it to be a games...PLZ...Feel like im been(_ _ _ _)....am i really look like a clown....???Stop it....

Everyday same question pop out...same thing happen....I don`t know why am i dont want to tell anyone of it...I really don`t want you all to get suffer....for sure it`ll be pain too....I rather choose to suffer myself then letting you all to get suffer....you happy then i`m happy too.....I know i`m very wired of look like this...sometime i really hope you all could understand me....human sometime will done wrong thing...I`m also like that too...But i think back...ya! i got wrong also....when im wrong i stay to be quiet!!..my brain just keep solving thing.....

should i tell o not...??I tell,it will hurt you....I don`t then it ll hurt us....HAIZZ!!

Lastly,hope you all really can understand me.....I really can`t efford it....I don`t like to hurt people feeling...If for fun then i`ll...

TQ.