WHY...??

Why the thing happen to me...??am my heart to weak already...??i cnt think of anything anymore..In my mind just that I really miss you(_ _ _ _)Im so sorry to say alot of thing that i use to not to say to you,I so regret to say all this to you...now i feel like we really far apart.everyday i wake,open my eyes i just think of you..I really cant give up on you,I really need you.You can say im the stupid one.This 3 week im on land,the 3day i saw you but i was very scared and all..I just feel like playin hide and seek,I know im very unfair to you..I`M REALLY SORRY.....
I`ve hurt you alot,I`m so sorry.I so hope dont want to play this hide and seek games anymore PLZ...??I`m tired of this games now.

FIGHT FOR WAT I HAD DREAM

I have A BLADE....i wont regret it...my memories..hope i can use this to help me...fight till end of my life..hope u can bring me more luck and get what i want...hope my parent wont know..im so sorry parent...hope this can bring me more luck....plz.....hope all my wish and everything i had dream ll come true......

yesterday

Miri...yesterday.....alittle borin..but i get what i want already...3 hrs movies..??Borin..not so understand what the movies talkin about...mayb i didnt read the book so.....not so much get intrested on...drive to miri....i was ok already on miri road...just scared it accident...not my car...nevermind..next year 2010 i`ll wanna get a simple car....have my own car is better thn usein my dead car...i dont care...what lauzy car i use...as long its transport..hehhehhe:p..yesterday get wat i wan already...i`m happy with it...i wont regret...hope tis thing can bring my luck upon...hope i can success in alot of thing in my mind....

SILLENT TEARS

LONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS
THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE

TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART

The One You((Likes)) & The One You((loves))

Never leave the one you [{LOVE}]

for the one you ((LIKE))

Because the one you (LIKE) will leave you

for the one they[{LOVE}]

The one you ((LIKE)) will give you goosebumps;

the one you [{LOVE}] will make you laugh

and send shivers down your spine.

When the one you ((LIKE)) cries, you feel sorry for them;

but when the one you [{LOVE}] cries, you cry for them.

True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending

BECAUSE True [{LOVE}] Never Ends

BECAUSE OF WHAT

I dont know why,because of what...? why am i like this..??Because of what...??
Because of what..??I`ve plan alot..
Because of what..??I`ve change my life...??
Because of what..??I`ve be myself..??
Becase of what..??I`ve learn alot..??
Because of what..??Today my life still be that suck...?
Because of what..??All my altitude have change...??
Because of what..?? I`ll be there 4 you...??
Because of what...??I want you back..??
Because of what..??I`ve turn back..?
Because of what..??I still remember everything you have said..??
Because of what..??We got nothing to say..??
Because of what..??We seem look like a stranger..??
Because of what..??I`ve made so much PROMISED..??
Because of what..??I`ve fought alot..??
Because of what..??Our life is difference..??
Because of what..??I`ve get the thing that you really need it..??
Because of what..??Why my words have to be real..??
Because of what.??Why your words can`t be serious..??
Because of what..??you cannot be with me..??
Because of what..??We have to play hide n seek..??
Because of what..??I don`t wan to be a friends..??
Because of what..??Because of what..??Because of what..??Because of what..??Because of what..?
Because of what..??I really need you in my life..??

I know you didnt change..But don`t be like tat plz..You knnow how much i really need you..You knw how much i cares 4 you...Plz don`t go....I really need you....:'(

STORY

A TRUE STORY
My story,happy,sad,stupid,memories,Lie,Question and loneliness..
without happy,what should i do..??
I`m sad,what should i do...??
Am i very stupid at all..??
What happen to my memories..?
What are lies...??
What is a question..??
Loneliness,what can i do..??


My story always end up on sad and loneliness..Never have an happy ending.I don`t know i`m PROUD of myself or what....I use to make alot and try to built on myself.But at last i really didn`t get anything..I don`t wan to foolin around already..I just feel like my time really not enough...What is the wrong I`m now...I just know that im lost in this world..I got no power now at all to stand up..No music,friend and love1 to cheers me up...I feel so lonely..I was hopping my time go fast fast,4get wat i really can,Memories are suck...now i hate my memories...I`m truely to weak already...what i have did alot...who do understand me..??Am i really don`t know hows the world look like...??Are they nw cheating on me..?Am i truely a clown...??Or just a soccer ball..??Just letting ppls have fun...?

I got so many question in my mind...Thinking how to solve it...??In hurting....pain....im just like gone...I hate question alot...But sometime i like it.I use to be silence and listen to what other people answer..I like to take some knowledge from people opinion...

Loneliness...I feel alot...In working i like`s it...But on free time i don`t wan it to be like loneliness...I scared of loneliness in my life..

My life story just like an empty tanks fill with nothing..unreasonable...sad story.....